Well around 2 years after I first started properly posting on this page I finally scratched and gougued my way to 20,000 pageviews.

So all I need is around a 100 more years from my maths to get to the elusive 1,000,000 ....hmmmmmm....I Really dont plan on living to be 121, but perhaps once Im dead my 'arts' appreciation will sky rocket, so roll on the Grim Reaper! But in all seriousness thanks for keeping to pop over to this section of the web

Till next time

Okay this has to be the biggest switch a roo in history, I should know I, I study it. I've gone in the space of a week from considering retiring to actually posting 3 images of Lara Croft in peril in some warped peril story! Hmmmmm, contridiction. The bottom line, I love this too much!

So im taking requests at the minute, the university holidays are over and I am sooooooooo bored, so let me know what you want and i'll get talking. Note me with the details and we can talk!

Till next time


Brewinalan

I've been tossing and turning over a few decisions recently. I was over the AVGDID board, were a few of the members were discussing the things that turned them on most with regards to bondage. The list and variations were incredible, showing a great diversity of loves and fantasies enclosed by the general term 'bondage'. It made me look back on my earliest experiences coming into my discovery of the fine art, and where my understanding of it now is. And I got worried.

I can remember just liking bondage...but I also had a thing for the peril side to. Nothing extreme, but basic good hearted peril. However, as I grew up and became more desensitized to the images I used to love, and looked into more heavier bondage. And heavier, to the point when pain and harsher perils came into play. I didn't like where I was going, I still liked my original discoveries, the old good hearted perils, but less. I moved further and further away from the vanilla stages and more darker with each year.

I didnt want this, yet I had become almost jaded with the things I used to love. I needed more heavier things. I was wondering to myself when was this going to end? Would it? Had the juggernaught picked up momentum and become unstoppable. Whilst Id never harm a partner or kidnap a women, I didn't like where this was going. SOOooooooooo I'm wondering whether to take some time away from bondage. Im not going to ignore it, it IS a part of me, but perhaps take a back step. Take some time away from the community and stop producing art and looking for it. Hopefully this way I can get back to some normality.

I dont want this to rule my life afterall...What do you guys think?

Hmmmmm, has the moon and Jupiter come into alignment? I thought I saw a pig fly earlier this morning...even Coldplays music sounds nice. For once in a long period of time im actually happy! Not just for a brief day or two, but the last 4 months for me have been one of the easiest and best of my life.

Is it my improving university grades?
Leeds reaching the play offs?
My ever increasing consumption of Meatloaf and Supergrass music?

Nope, nothing comes close to my lovely partner of the past 4 months Beth. who has changed my life completely with her beautiful and effortless grace, with a smile that could melt the coldest of hearts. Whilst I know shell never read this, its worth saying everywhere to everyone I know, that even if I cant always find the right words, the right smile or the right kiss I'll always try. Because with you by my side my pain, past, insecurities, mountains of coursework and inability to hit anything other than the scenery in Resident Evil 5 or dance dont even cross my mind twice.

I love you hunny, and you have made things in my life easy for the first time I dare recall.

Adam x

Okay okay okay, I havn't posted any artwork this year, and have mostly been mucking about making youtube videos for the past 6 months. Hmmmmmm so am i retired?

Nope, I have plenty of ideas and inspiration still in me, its just that time presses around recently. University work is piling up, and I've had to work extra hours to simply have enough money to eat recently, and then I have to travel to see my girlfriend. None of these are viewed as intrusions of my time, indeed I love all of 3 infact, but obviously it cuts into artwork time. Given the fact I havn't posted in soooooooo long aswell it feels as though it can be put on the back burner.

So when will I actually get to update the gallery and add some new images to the Bondage Room-mate story arc? Well i dont know to be honest. I've in truth done about 60% of the next image, and need to write the next chilling tale hehehe. So fingers crossed everybody (but it will definately be AFTER easter)

Till then i recommend watching the Nightmare Before Christmas and the Watchmen. All together now


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